Friday, December 12, 2008

No Ordinary Love - The Song.

My Favorite!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_WcWHZc8s2I

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Show Will Come To An End

The party's on
Walk right in, say hello, everyone wants a peice of you
Is that the new arm candy? How wonderful for you
Theyre all glaring, they all wanna know
How many more magazines, maybe a movie deal in store for you?
Lets let everyone know you dont know me
Ofcourse you dont remember me
Why ruin this winning streak, why burn the chances of your success
Since your reputation must be kept, a past must be witheld

Everyone says you look so good and you deserve what you've gotten
Maybe if they knew the people you crushed behind and the lies you built on
Then maybe theyd change their mind
But for now they will hover around, have your back, your never alone
Smiling faces that hide green, laughing sounds that muffle pain
But i stand and watch you gain, though it wont last very long
What goes around must come back, karma...maybe perhaps??
Ofcourse it doesnt figure for you, surely you have no clue
For now sip the champagne, leave it all behind
Someday the storm will make its way
Someday the story will twist
And you will be the Jestor who will cry
Your show will come to an end

See nobody cares when the tears of a clown fall down
When the skit's over they wont bother
Just when you think you've got it all, it will all come crashing down
Enjoy this while it lasts, go on run behind that new person on your mind
Play your tricks and break a few more hearts
For this game is about to end
How long did you think it would go on?
But for now, go and dance, theyre so intent
They love you, so you think
Someday the time will run out
15 will turn to 16
The cruel hands of destiny will bring you down
Trample a few more hearts then your judgement day will arrive
Dont come back running to me
Now your the clown who will cry
For your show has come to end

Bow out
Curtains down
No people around
Cry clown cry
The End.

Monday, December 8, 2008

All A Dream

Last night i awoke to a painful end, it was all just a dream
It was all so real, as if i knew you for years
It came to life after so long and i was set free
It felt as if i had waited an eternity for you and i to be
Now its dark and cold and iam lying all alone
With this memory of a dream, a story never meant to be

We left the world behind, transcended into another place in time
So casually we floated into another space, just you and i in this world of mine
You breezily lifted me out of the burden of it all, said words i waited to hear
I still picture you so vividly, i even hear the things you said and the way you laughed
Tell me where you disappeared and why you came in the first place?
Now i'm here in this solitude, what am i supposed to do?
With this memory of a dream, a story never meant to be

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The Perilous Ordeal

Need i spend each day wondering if you know what it feels like for a boy
Pass me by, just trample over an emotion you cant comprehend
Wish there was a way for me to say the things ive concealed for so long
But you just carry on, live each day as it comes with its joys and its pain
You just move in your own grooves, no void i can fill, no space i can occupy
Leaving me behind to make it on my own

You fade into the wind when twilight comes around
You go and disappear, i crumble knowing you may never return
Hide behind the curtains of my mind, seeking solace envisioning your smile
Maybe you will just end up a memory, how could you let me fly by?
What a tragic end to something i deemed epic
You'll never know how i really felt and you'll never hear the stories i had to tell
I wonder if someday it will all come to you
You may tread a forgotten path to find me somewhere in the shadows of the past
But i vanished long ago, i flew away
I left the playground for other boys to play
And you will blame yourself for you were to blind to notice
It was plain to see, to you there was so much i could be
My perilous ordeal

Someday i will creep into your mind and take you back in time
Wander in through a thought and obfuscate your order so you will remember
Maybe you will realize you should have paid more attention
Too much going on in your life
While I struggled with the burden of truth
You took away my youth, flailing towards calmer waters
You were my distant river
You changed your course too many times
And left me frail through my perilous ordeal
My perilous ordeal

All you had to do was give me a moment in your time
A space in your place, a groove in your moves
And i would've followed suit, but you raced on by
You never cared, you left me behind during my perilous ordeal
My perilous ordeal

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Life....

A quiet happy storm
A silent volcano...but i will not be burnt
A rollercoaster...all in fun
Life

A moody cloud but a jubilant burst
A rainy day preceding sunshine
A sunflower...basking in glory
Life

Sorrow and joy go hand in hand
Give and take, compromise
Learn and sacrifice
Never say goodbye
Life

Blue sky, cool breeze
Long journeys, but a friend holds your hand
Loneliness and solitude but sunshine comes around
Wait a little while
Life

Effervescence, incandescent spoken words
Cherish, each one a gem
A love affair with life

Drama...Comedy....Suspence....Romance...Woe...Happy Ending
Life

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Not Like Christmas At All

I see the Christmas trees, pretty lights shining bright
I watch the snow fall down and the children clowning around
I hear them sing deck the halls and all the carolers surround
Everyone is rejoicing, theyre all celebrating
I hear laughter and sleigh bells ringing
I want to join them, but you are not around
Without you in this winter cold
Its really not like Christmas at all

I gaze out of my window and all i can see is you
I run to catch you but you disappear
Memories overflow, i remember when you were here
And all the joy of Christmas and the new year
Everyone is together, theyre all so festive
I see families walking by, afar the church bells are inviting
I want to join go with them, but you are not around
Without you this time of the year
Its really not like Christmas at all

Spring comes around and then meets April rain
Summer days breeze through and soon Autumn leaves fall outside
I carry on somehow, I make it on my own
But around this time of the year, without you here
Its really not Christmas for me
Its really not like Christmas at all

Very Merry Christmas


Eyes sparkle like the sparklers spangled all around, a million trinkets twinkle and glisten
Happy children surround the christmas tree, hopes and wishes abundant
Up go bubbles full of rainbows then burst, laughter fills the air
Christmas bells clangle,while we dance around the mistletoe
Here's the joyful tide, let it shine on us
A time for all dreams to come true
I'm dreaming of a very Merry Christmas

Night time the stars shine bright, Shadows lace the moonlight with black
Fireplaces aglow, so many stories are told and there's so much to hear
Afar i hear the carolers sing in the snow, triumph in the skies
The weary world shall rejoice, everyone will celebrate
Bring glory and peace on earth, a million more years to come
A baby dove flies by, a new day heralds
I'm dreaming of a very Merry Christmas